[~ wd iv 2sy~]

love life is like..

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 14:31:00 +0000

was listening to a song that i never knew it was in my playlist.. checked out the lyrics.. and came to my own conclusion..

love life is like the river..

it started out as a small stream.. sometimes it stops somewer but out of no where, it comes out again..

same like human, we started out with a simple "like" feeling.. sometimes its there, sometimes, nothing..

the best part of it, it's always there without us noticing it..

than, at one point, the small stream leads to a river... sometimes it's big, sometimes it's small... regardless, it is still a river and profound than a stream...

the small feeling dat's in the heart started to grow bigger and now, it's deeply felt.. the like has transformed into something we call LOVE.. and everything seems good...

as time goes by, the river started to come by with big rocks.. rain that turns the calm river to a big, strong and dangerous river.. and sometimes, the river splits into few small streams, and more rivers..

human can't run from trouble, problems and challenges in life.. there's always ups and downs.. and of course, you can't run from getting your heart hurt... just like the river, your love don't stick to one only.. it will get diverted.. you will fall in love and you will get your heart broken.. but life still moves forward...

but..

river can lead to a waterfall.. river can lead to just a lake.. river can lead to the big ocean.. either way, you don't know untill you follow it and see it yourself to what it merge to.. neither no one noes how long is the river..

human? we will end up with someone cuz god created man and woman such that, they are meant for each other..but no one noes how long would it take for someone to find his or her life partner..

sometimes, u thought it's the end, but you don't know for sure cuz u can only plan..

and now, for me, it is something only god knows and best to keep it a mystery.........

kelapangan masa

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 14:16:00 +0000

i'm bored... i'm also sleepy.. but i have stuff to do.. *sigh*

was reading my old entries... damn it sounds so fun to be a student.. so carefree.. seriously.. dah keje nih.. haihh.. tonnes of stuff that i hafta think of.. pening2.. but i'm getting better at it.. as long as it's getting better and not getting worst, no?

i wanna write stuff.. but i have no direction of where to start.. lets make it into points, shall we?..

1- i'll miss jenab's wedding though i want to go BADLY!!

2- annual dinner company is coming soon.. not so soon but soon enuf laa.. and i have no idea what i want to wear.. usually i do have an idea but this time is like clueless.. or should i say, i couldn't careless? =p

3- i'm still amazed with what people are capable of doing.. like seriously..

4- i am definitely someone who you really don't want to make me hate you cuz i can hate you for good >)

5- i'm indenial

6- i have doubt on my own self

dah.. cukup laa untuk malam ini.. saya mau buat keje saya yang dah tertunggak lamenyer...

toodles and nite people~

How much engineered are you?

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Mon, 16 Nov 2009 23:20:00 +0000

What do you know about engineering stuff?

what are you good at in engineering? Theories? Fluid? Thermo?

what do you know about this term or that term? it's a basic engineering terms and you should be able to even explain it with simple daily life application..!

What kind of engineering work do you want to do?

Do you have what it takes for an engineer?

Are you sure???

*Damn i feel so stupid now~~*

Stand Up!!!!

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 09:05:00 +0000

So last weekend, i had a blast at the stand up comedy.. it was worth it!!

if there are anymore to come, i'll make sure to share with you earlier.. though, most of the performance seems to be in Zouk.. so.. i'm a bit reluctant to go.. Unless someone could tell me it's okei in a way, by any chance..

they made fun of a whole lot of stuff and it was super duper fun!!

gosh i so wanna watch it again..

onto something totally different and more current rather than basi punya story..

I am single people.. just not available.. off market okei.. yea yea.. u can see pictures and stuff but there's more complicated stuff than just a bunch of scandalous pictures.. *sigh*

like i said before.. why can't i just live my life as how i like? buat itu salah.. buat ini lagi agak betul.. bile dah buat something almost like 'ini', pun salah.. so how? better i buat ajer the way i want it, correct? to h**l what people wanna say.. i don't give a crap though i do a bit laa =D

what i can say as for now, i'm happy with my decision and just shut up!...

"NEVER tell me I'M WRONG..
If you see me happy and having a good time with what I have and doing...
cause if you do, i'd tell you
YOU ARE WRONG"

lumrah hidup... random title obviously.. =p

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 05:04:00 +0000

dah lame tak tulis blog gune bahasa.. sometimes bosan jugak tulis blog dlm bahase omputih nih.. sbb i tend to jage my grammar.. tak mau laa tulis2, grammar kantoi.. bughok bona...=)

was really bosan so cam bukak itu ini on the web.. pusing2 blog.. main2 ngan facebook.. and baru realize how fb cam best jugak laa main game die.. tp mase nih jer laaa.. come one time, i will be damn malas to bukak facebook langsung2... but as of now, i'm on it almost everynite before tido and before pegi keje.. mind you but i don't get internet access on my desktop at work.. intranet jer to get mails.. lain2, haprak.. so nak taknak, layan keje laaa all the way..

last nite the girls pegi sambut jurai's birthday *happy birthday girl!!!!!!!* i didn't join.. not feeling that well.. actually dah brape hari dah tak betul.. weng2... betul.. mungkin too stressed out or penat.. low blood pressure ke.. ape2 laa.. but this weekend, i'm all hyped to do some fun stuff.. I hope..

On thursday, i was listening to fly.fm and diorang interview these people who are comedians and they;ll performing a show today and tomorrow.. they call themselves MACC; Malaysian Association of Chinese Comedian.. They seem ok and as they were promoting it, i was influenced, called the PJ Live Arts... Long story short, I'm going to the show today *yeayyy!!* i loveeee the part i do that on impromptu style.. gimme the.. excitement =D

And tomorrow, I have date!! yeayyy!!! no... not that kinda date.. A date with a friend to go out for photography session.. yeahhh!!! we'll see how it comes out.. He should be good laa... I know he is.. (o',^o) and i'm kinda excited about it too cuz i've been longing a photo session.. if not of myself, me taking good pictures jugak.. Tho i'm lack of gears.. Like, i only have a point & shoot but a good one.. banyak berjase okeii!!!

fuhhh.. dari tak tahu nak tulis ape, i got to write a lot and ideas are pouring in my head...

nextt... i've been wanting to write something buat me think of life.. how it's darn hard for some and easy for some.. I've been updated by a friend of her life.. Seriously.. Sangat kesian.. like.. susah gile if i were to live her life.. Tapi, being me, walaupun die tak mintak, i'm giving her a hand on which ever i can.. though i don't think i helped much but still.. hope it will at least give her the impression of there are people who cares and can help...

You are not alone...

then, read a note in facebook by a bro.. that totally gave me an impact jugak laa.. i malas lerr nak terang ape die tulis.. tp basically sangat menginsafkan..

kesimpulan yang saya boleh buat: bersyukur dengan apa yang ada, terima dugaan seadanya kerana hanya kau yang mampu melaluinya, and kalau rasa tak mampu, kembali padaNya..

what other people think

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 13:04:00 +0000

I always believe to not think of what other people think of myself.. I will do what i want to do.. You don't like it, well.. deal with it!

but i realized, that was only some part of me acting that way.. the other part of me..

Live and force myself to live as what other people think of me or want me to be...

and i'm tired of pushing myself to be darn perfect...

or at least, to the eyes of other people who i want to please..

or was i?

i want to live as myself... not as what other people think i can be...

i.e. people think i am capable of making a big change.. i want to believe that, though i don't think so.. i don't.. but when i can't or i don't make that big change.. they'll look at me like a sore loser.. and i totally feel that way..

why can't people accept the fact that i am not what they think?

most importantly, why can't i just live up to what i feel rather than other peoples?

or is it, life is as such so we can grow up and be a better person?

but why isn't it making me feel like a better person?

Miles To Go Before I Sleep

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 09:48:00 +0000

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village, though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there's some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

-Robert Frost-

Tell me if...

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 23:24:00 +0000

Tell me if I'm wrong..

If i did some stupid move in a decision..

But don't shunt me and take charge..

Tell me if I'm wrong..

If i should be seeing a situation in other directions rather than one..

But don't force me to see one and only direction, especially if it's to your benefit..

Tell me if I'm wrong..

If things get harder and i'm about to break when i shouldn't..

But don't tell me it will get harder and i won't be able to handle it..
*or i'd just crush your head instead =p*

Tell me if I'm wrong..

If I'm living my life gloomy and sluggish...

But don't drag me to not live life that way.. Sometimes I just need it and sometimes, you need to guide me out..

but NEVER tell me i'm wrong..

If you see me happy and having a good time with what I have and doing...

cause then, i'll tell you, YOU ARE WRONG....

p/s: this has nothing to do with anyone.. ANYONE... it's out of random... =)

some stuff

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sun, 11 Oct 2009 03:06:00 +0000

Things have been different nowadays... Okei.. different is not the exact word laa but i could say normal laaa.. Nothing much to think of cept for daily problems like almost every normal person would have to go through.. I do hope this would maintain for quite awhile.. I'd like this monotenous wave length for awhile and am enjoying it in a way.. =)

some random thoughts of mine.. I realized some stuff you can't get over it, you just have to get through it.. some stuff you can't teach them, but you have to let it be learnt.. some stuff you can't forget, but you just have to keep it as a memory.. some stuff you just can't forgive and forget, but you can always just forgive.. some stuff you cant say it out loud, but you could always show it.. and some you can't show it, but you can say it out loud =p

and personally, if some stuff you can't cry it out, you just have to smile =) and eventually, the after effect will come naturally.. i think i've written this once but a curve on the face can set if not everything, some stuff straight..

if you still haven't notice, i have tonnes "some stuff" written in this entry, hence, the title =D

fuuuhh... entry yang agak membosan kan... lalalalalalalalala~~~

bimba, bambi, bimbo

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sat, 26 Sep 2009 15:44:00 +0000

I'm back to blogging.. yeah.. since i started my career as a blogger, god knows how many times i decided to quit laa.. pause laa.. budget merajuk ngan blogger.. like heck this thing faham.. pastu, baek sendiri.. tak yah laa plak orang lain pujuk ape...

so... what to write..

i was bored.. damn bored that i kacau-ed people... then i google here, google there, google this, google that.. input? errr... fair enuf..

*gosh i can feel a bimbo just walk in my head...*

what is it with me and feeling bimbo lately... darn!!!!!!

what the heck.. I'm back

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 13:27:00 +0000

I so can't stop blogging..

just because i need to channel my thoughts.. my rants... my stupid thoughts once in awhile =D

hence i'm back..

and starting my first rant...

Why can't people stop judging and let me, them, you live my, their, your life alone??????

*sigh*

sekian terima kaseh......

Finally, final

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 03:47:00 +0000

I'm quitting blogging.. here.. i'll do it on new title, new address and new topic..

where?

Find it yourself *grins...*

take care people...

One month...

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sat, 09 May 2009 00:09:00 +0000

Today, i'm hosting for Vandy reunion.. Not really actually.. more like a get together kinda thing.. Hope to be fun..

Class of 09 graduated... Congrats!!! Tahniah!! Omedetto!!!

My first time appreciating Labors day... Cuti!!!!!!!! =p

Skytrex was fun... going out with my girlfriends is one of the bestest things ever!!

Getting lame and lazier at updating my blog..

today's lesson is...

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Mon, 06 Apr 2009 12:23:00 +0000

" We do things today,
from what we've learned in the past..
We do things today,
with what we have in the present..
We do things today,
as if there is no tomorrow..
We do things today,
for if we still have the chance to live,
hope its for a better future.."

people come and people go.. and people go somemore

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Tue, 31 Mar 2009 13:22:00 +0000

Rocket by Yuna is on my player and hurmm~~ have to say, she's good...

life oh life...

random thoughts of the day..

1- I am in DEEP GRUDGE with someone.. yeap.. and i don't do this that often.. *or should i say i dont =)* God forbids but i don't know how to forgive this person...

2- I hate people who asked me to do something or join her.him do something but end up doing something else.. like.. heck..! i'm anticipating something else and let me do something else instead???
let me give you an example..

A asked B out for movie.. then once they are out, A said "hey, lets go sunway lagoon!!" and when B asked why A just said, "oh, i've watched movie last night.."

Like what the heck kan????

3- I LOVE my work SO MUCH.. *darn it.. i'm officially a workaholic..*

4- If life is like a wheel.. Life cycles can stop at one point and skid.. in other words.. it's moving forward, but it's fix at one point all the way..

5- I don't understand how people, even myself, can see problems so complicated when it's so straight forward and simple.. KEYWORD: be calm...

6- I'm not in a calm mode...

7- Hanging onto something that's vague is worse than not hanging onto anything..

8- Live life as if there's no tomorrow.. true~~

9- Smile is the key to all happiness... *regardless what's inside =p*

10- I love him... damn much..

Sekian terima kasehhhhh~~

weekend oh weekend

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sun, 22 Mar 2009 06:14:00 +0000

So the first week of March didn't go like i wanted to.. hence, i've decided to do what ever i feel at the moment.. I told someone that i'll just do whatever without plan, guided by guts at the moment.. but i hafta reconstruct it.. I still hafta plan but later, just do what my guts/feet/head feels like doing.. (o'-'o)

So what happened last weekend was quite an enjoyable one.. saturday night, played futsal with my officemates.. i actually went to Sg buloh just to play futsal ngan diorg.. ngeh ngeh.. semangat, i know.. but itu laa.. wanted to play in Ampang, but saturday night is futsal night in SP Ampang.. So yeah... saturday plak, melepak2, had lunch in One Utama *lunch ONLY* oh went to visit Camp5 jugak.. thought of doing wall climbing thingy... since I'm lack of stamina, less fit and REALLY need something to build up my muscles balik *ade muscle ke?? errr... tak kutt :b* the next day, went to my sis's place and had a small siblings reunion.. it was FUN!! we didn't do much.. makan2, masak2 sket, but the best part was, apart from my first sister's family, we are all together with my mom.. including the unofficial family members =D

this week.. another round of futsal with my officemates.. oh.. did i tell u all of them are guys? *hehe* yeap.. lantak, i didn't buy my boots for nothing.. best2... this week, my personal manager said i dah improve with correct guidance from people around me.. jeeyyahhh!!! yesterday was my malas day.. slept the whole evening and slept like a baby last night.. cam gile best.. but once i woke up this morning, Ya Allah, dunia bagaikan berputar dgn laju nye.. nk muntah2.. nasib my sister's a good masseuse.. keluar semua angin in my body.. and my day came back to live :p cook mashed potato that she's been craving since last night, gravy yang tak cukup rase *no chicken broth* and my mom made our old-time-favorite-breakfast, lempeng nyior.. dip it in curry fish and i ate with udang bakar...PERGHHHHh!!!!!! sedak gile!! habihh sume oooo!!!

what else should i be doing today......~~

weekend plan failure

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Wed, 11 Mar 2009 13:48:00 +0000

so i had a bad weekend..

instead of going out with friends and some close peeps, i didn't get to because last minute thing came up on their side and last minute change of time; which i already have plan, which later, was canceled because that other person i should be going out went out to do something else.. darn.. there goes my saturday..

oh wait.. i got to redo my room.. yeap.. another redo.. but it was less hectic then before.. this time, was just getting stuff out from my room and some into my room.. it was better and i'm liking my room!!

come sunday and i'm still up with my plan.. be it doing it alone.. *sigh* but i can't.. i realize i can't go out and do something alone.. i can do shopping alone cuz done that but doing something i.e. watch movie alone.. that's a bit.. lonely for me.. i ended up stuck in front of my laptop and do.. things.. i think.. now that i think about it.. no, i didn't do anything much cept looking through my pictures again.. and layan perasaan.. by noon, i've decided to go out.. picked up my cell and speed-dialed my sister and asked her out.. YESS!! she's free and off we went to klcc to get myself roller-blade and an end to my starbux crave.. darn it felt so goooodddd!!! though, i didn't get to end my movie crave yet..

wait.. i did watch movie on friday.. watched marley and me.. buttttttt... it's a bit off my taste of movie.. but at least i got to try the premium class.. oh and dinner at YO! Sushi.. HECK!! it was soo badddd!! the originality of sushi to udon were totally destroyed by theirs.. seriously!!! better of go sakae sushi or ichiban.. so they might wanna do fusion type sushi but nahhh!!! no second chance for you YO! Sushi...!

so comes monday.. the plan was to go wall climbing in the morning.. i assumeeeddd it's going to be quite a bit *the fee* so i kinda "undo" the plan and wanted to go rollerblading that morning.. but it was raining and things happened that i didn't get to do it that morning.. then i tot of going to alamanda and watch movie there in the evening.. even checked the time but ended up tak jadi jugak.. why? first, i had a BAD ULCER PAIN at the back of my jaw.. i can't eat, talk even smile.. i even had headache because of it and baddddd mooooddd.. i even had to take a nap cz i can't stand the pain.. secondly, because my sister took a long time to bersiap and lalalallala.. we went out of the house at 3pm.. oh well.. we tot of stopping at alamanda and do some shopping first before heading to my sis's place.. but instead, syiok berborak punye pasal, i drove straight to my sis's place and only realize when i'm 200m away for hers..we just stopped and tot of waiting for asar prayers and then, we'll head to dataran putrajaya, and then alamanda, do some shopping, solat there and heads off to ampang..

instead.. we stopped, my bro-in-law ordered pizza, pizza came in right after azan asar, solat and makan and by then, it's alreay 515-530.. damn.. i ended up blading in the house.. YES!! IN THE HOUSE!! punyer laa i crave nak main.. then, 7++, went off to alamanda to get some stuff for my sis and my lil-bro-in-law-to-be yang crave for good salami sandwich.. went back to my sis's place.. my lil sis buat the sandwich for him who came later, makan2, took some pictures and by 10pm, we're ready to go back to ampang.. by then, i'm already puffed.. excruciating pain from the ulcer.. didn't get to eat.. didn't get to do what i want to do.. and on top of that, a REALLY BAD mood flunctuation..

next weekend's plan was also canceled becz a lot of people backed off last minute.. i do have another plan but that is a secret.. *or should i say, there's no plan and i'm just going with the flow* (o^,^o)

the next next weekend's plan also canceled becz it is raining season.. hence, the "wiser" one asked us to delay it to the end of month; better around that time InsyaAllah..

one of the best example of

"We humans only plan things to happen.. But in the end, Only God will decide everything for us"

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Mon, 09 Mar 2009 05:36:00 +0000

Isn't it great to be a kid...?

To smile and be genuine about it...

To be happy and really feel happy...

And always look cute :)

Already?

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sat, 28 Feb 2009 16:05:00 +0000

It's March.. wow.. that fast huh?

2009 seems too fast to be true for me.. I thought it was only last few weeks when my friends asked if i want to join them for New Year eve.. I still think I'm new at my work place but I'm already *almost* a year employed..

Anyways, March will be another fast month for me.. *I hope* I have plans every weekend and looking forward to them.. Next weekend will be filled with outings and movie dates with friends and sisters.. I might as well go out with my mom and do some mother-daughter bonding time.. *ngeh ngeh* Plus, it's going to be a long weekend.. Thought of going back home to T'ganu but just remembered, already have plans with some friends.. so yeah.. might as well use that weekend to do some activities.. and I mean real outdoor activity! I'm thinking of rollerblading, taking outdoor portraits of my models *you know who you are people =)*and sports!!

The next weekend, I'm going to Melaka! with some of my officemates.. I really hope it's going to be fun!!! It's going to be my.. err.. second time to Melaka.. yeah i know.. pathetic.. baru 2 kali???? and my first was 10 years ago.. *hahaha!* that's why i'm kinda excited about it.. Plus, told you i need a vacation right?? so yeah.. i'll treat this as a good getaway.. I'll be there for the whole weekend, staying at a friends place and will be visiting those places which i have no idea where.. for sure, we're going to Ayer Keroh.. mandi manda!!

The next weekend, my "recreational" club at office decided to go to Sg Syiling *betul kan?* for camping.. yeayy!!! Now that is something!! Last time was Tapah and after that, we got too busy to do any camping or getaway.. Just ade laa sket2 sports like futsal and badminton.. anyways, we're going to camp there, and do some tracking.. and again, mandi manda!! *splash splash!!*

Last weekend tuh, takde idea lagi.. tapi I'll try to find something to do.. I might as well duduk rumah since 2 minggu berturut2 buat activity.. time to spend time with my family, don't you think? (o^,^o)

oh and this 2 weeks, if you feel like asking me out for dinner, please do.. *hehhe* I've been going back early now and can definitely join for dinner and some catching up.. I have to say though, I'm not up for night movies.. but yeah, call/msg me!!!

outdated tagging-menagging

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Fri, 13 Feb 2009 18:35:00 +0000

Hasil tak berusaha untuk membace blog orang lain, I finally got around to read some *READ: SOME* blogs and baru laaaa aku perasan aku kene tag.. *oopss!* here goes..

Rules : The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must use a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 person.

i really want to;

get a vacation

my favorite place is;

on top of a hill

my favorite things are;

psp

my alba watch *not this one but what can i do? i have to choose from a limited choices :p*

my seiko watch *also not this one but i'd L-O-V-E to get my hands on this!!*

my favorite drink is;

it must be, definitely be, one and only be Redbull *yang kat US punyer.. Malaysia punye rase agak crap.. sorry but it's true..*

my favorite food;

for now it would be lamb shank.. nyummmmm!!!

my favorite color;

orange

purple

i was born in;

pusat rawatan islam, kuala lumpur *hamek kau..! full aku kasik! tp die bg gambar pusrawi jugak...aku nyer yang bgnn ijau kat pwtc tuhhhh*

i attended;

sekolah seri puteri

vanderbilt university

my favorite movies are;

300

saw *i loike allllllll saw 1 till 4 tp tak sempat nk tgk 5 lagi...*

i wish for (and i truly do);

happiness all the way

Sekian terima kasihhhh..

oh and saya nak tag... sape2 yang tak kene tag lagi benda nih.. :)

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Fri, 13 Feb 2009 17:39:00 +0000

i want to write.. but i have to think hard before i write.. I have few stuff to tell..

about songs and poems..

about miracles...

about traitors..

about pengampu, penipu, talam dua muka, pendusta..

about being mad and pengampun...

about my life..

about how people are desperate..

about how people want to be helpful but instead, making it worse..

about what's held for us human in the future...

there are more but i couldn't list them all.. cuz finally.. my fear of writing a blog has come true.. enough said..

tulis camni pun maybe boleh jadi kontroversi.. (o^,^o)77

symptoms

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sun, 08 Feb 2009 04:46:00 +0000

I'm having symptoms that i don't want to think of.. I can't sit still just thinking of it.. It makes me.. not me..

Obviously, I don't want to accept the fact that I am having all these symptoms.. You are worried.. You think of what went wrong and where you did wrong.. Did it happen when I was aware of it but go on or did it happen when i have no idea it will happen...

Nonetheless, I am already here and in pain..

No need to see the doctor.. I know what this is all about.. Can someone help me? Yeah.. Just don't be there when I am having all this symptoms.. I'll tell you off or I'll make you hurt more... And you know I don't want to do it.. But if you ask for it, I have no choice..

Symptoms I'm having are like : heavy chest, tiredness, hot breath, light headed or worst, bad BAD headache, light mouth and irritating voice..

The most obvious symptom would be : eye rolling

yeah.. I got the B**** symptoms

how??

Fuuuuhhhh!!!

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sun, 01 Feb 2009 12:53:00 +0000

One week of holiday is one heck of a gooooooddddd thing!! *hehehehe*

So I didn't get to go back to Terengganu due to some last minute plan.. regardless, I had a great time at home and got to meet some friends.. What else would you want, no? Half of the week I was lazying around doing nothing.. Well, not "nothing" but nothing extravaganza.. Went out with my parents, doing some home chores, got to finally cook after a long time being away from the kitchen *talking as if i'm a good cook :p* and yes people, I do cook.. *ngehehe* thought I should clear that point out.. kan Jurai & Nabilah kan kan kan???

I got to finally play bowling, watch movie and jalan2.. Got to meet with Nisak's debate friends.. They are so nice! Why are they different? errr.. they are.. urmm... some, not all that is are "soft" people if you know what i mean.. I have always want to know that kind of people.. Though they are them, but they are so nice at heart.. and definately they have a different way of seeing things.. That's one of the things i seek in people.. Its good to know and learn something different.. of course, with a good session of explaination..

Tomorrow is a working day for me.. So some are on holidays, I'm not jealous people.. I got a week cuti ok?? :p But thinking going to work tomorrow cam.. urghhh!!! Malas!!!! :p :p

What do i want out of life..

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 04:11:00 +0000

I was doing this one "know yourself" test.. one interesting question was what i want out of life.. Its a hard one for me.. No kidding.. I mean.. yeah, i do pretty much know what i want in life.. some i'm not sure of what i want.. I'd like to say i know what i want and others not sure of.. but, it doesn't seem to be the best answer..

I do know what i want in life.. But it's part of the things you keep it to yourself and never really wanna tell it to the whole wide world nor the closest ones.. Yes, I am scared to say it out loud.. People might say no to it.. Thank god if people encourage me to do what i want.. But there's always the x-factor.. the doubt factor.. the what ever you want to call it factor..

Onto something different..

Have you ever sat at one corner.. and just observe people.. play a game with yourself.. what they do, why they are walking around there or how they end up at that place, at that very moment.. Have you even thought how happy they look.. how miserable they look.. or how calm they look..

It's easy to do so when you yourself is in a deep s*** and miserable.. you'll even question why they are happy when you're struggling with stuff in your life.. but only God knows what's what behind the smile and giggles.. emotionally, the heart might have been like a tattered flag; torn into pieces..

I've done that before.. I don't need to go far.. As I'm sitting in my half-cubicle, looking around my office *the departments are.. errr.. for lack of words, divided by glass partitions*, I reminded myself of their life.. one person is smiling and always making jokes is actually thinking of getting an end to her marriage life.. one guy seemed so focus with his work when the wrinkles are not from work but from the worry of his wife who's having eyes discomfort and might grow blind.. one guy look tired but still hanging on.. In his mind, he's trying his best to keep up his work quality and at the same time, trying to excel in his degree..

There are more but i'm not going to mention all of em of course.. it would then be a terribly long list of peoples and their problems.. the point is.. one might smile with happiness when deep inside, the smile is dimmed with tears.. Don't compare what you're going through with others.. God gives you challenges that you can endure, but not others.. you might not able to endure what they are going through but they can if they really do it..

Despite all the happenings in your life, think of the good moments, the out comes and why you're doing all this.. I bet it's for the best and if its not, you need to work harder and get some guide from Him.. Everything is from Him and if we can't see it, to Him we should seek..

InsyaAllah, He'll be there for you..

Onto something totally different lagi..

Here's a picture of Adeeb, Wira and I when Wira came back for holidays.. God knows how I miss that moment we're together again.. Yeap.. and I was happy to get to see you again bro.. (o',^o)

A longgggg break...

noreply@blogger.com (*~AnieSoniC~*) — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 09:31:00 +0000

After a good make over of my room and some other stuff.. I am overly, extremely tired and exhausted.. My work is still at the peek and I really hope it will start declining next week onwards..

It starts with a good long break.. yeap.. not 4 days but 9 days... (un)fortunately *not sure if it's good or not*, my company is one of those companies that MAKE you take 3 days off.. in my case, it's 3 days of unpaid leave.. disregard the money, i'm glad i have a week off.. I kinda think i do need it.. (o'-'o)

I'm going back to Terengganu this monday.. maybe till Thursday.. and I'm going to do some catching up with some friends on the weekend.. Something i've been wanting to do for quite somewhile already.. And it was a shame i didn't get to meet up with my fellow vandies mase Mukmin's wedding.. Adeeb, Sala and I came quite early and we kinda have other plans in the evening.. so.. yeah.. didn't make it.. Sorry guys..

And I am already missing them.. *sigh~*

I need my social life back... (~.~)7

Talking about social life.. I think I'm going to qada' all my exercise that i've been neglecting.. *ok.. so social life has nothing to do with exercise.. who cares! :b* Though, I've been lifting weights.. heavy ones too.. mostly, because of my work needs me to use some of my muscles.. I'm glad for ones! *hehe* what can I say, there are some other pros to my work.. Just that, i don't want to acknowledge it (o`'-)

Anyways, here's a picture from Mukmin's wedding..

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