bored II

5:05pm
i'm back at work.. was in the room all the time that i didnt notice how hot and sunny today is.. very sunny..*squinting my eyes* well.. before we did anything, jurai and i had some discussion of addiction.. not an ordinary one though.. yet a norm to people too.. just that people didnt realize that.. LovE & CarE adDiction.. yupp.. u read it right.. believe it or not.. i just read something on it.. its funny how actually... almost all movies with romance were depicted from this addiction.. and yet people didnt realize bcz it seems a norm to us.. its actually dangerous... which can lead to rape, stalking, suicide etc.. *haishhh~~* the easiest and most famous example.. Romeo & Juliet.. such a romantic story that the romeo was willing to kill himself for juliet.. *huh??* all i noe.. love stories always end with "and they live happily ever after" not this one heyh?

As i've expected.. these people who are having this addiction are those who didnt get much love when they were small or teenagers.. black sheep of the family.. detached by their own parents.. basically... it goes back to your background.. also, someone yg used to get luv and care.. say from girlfriend/boyfriend.. then suddenly kene dump, they would think they can get use to not having someone near them but they eventually need someone.. the least pun.. a friend's luv and care.. but of course i cant deny some people can really survive without someone important in his/her life.. and i salute that person.. seriously.. its not easy as it seems.. this is a true story.. someone can also actually cheat on her boyfriend but fear to break up for she doesnt noe if the guy she likes, likes her too.. pitty that bf of hers.. free2 jadi dummy...

and then terigt.. raihan was telling to me and jurai bout her friend getting married at my age.. just got married in other word.. *yeapp!! 20 dah kawen... too early dont u think?* with my friends who are now talking bout getting married.. getting engaged.. wah wah.. kinda cant accept it.. but hey.. my sis got married at 22.. 2 years different.. i gez its occay to think bout it *not me though! dont even have the criteria to be a wife pun lagi* so me and jurai were talking bout it.. and gave us something to ponder.. when are we *me and jurai terutame nyer* to realize that we have to think about it? do we end up like jurai's sis who just one day woke up and first thing in her mind was.. "i have to find a boyfriend and get married" at 26? *or was it 27, jurai?*

we are now still in the bubble of having fun.. berpoya2.. not serious bout life *sometimes*.. even though we noe we are now at the edge of our still-teen-and-wanna-hv-fun bubble.. we still dont want to get out of the bubble.. its gewd enuf to be at the edge.. looking at the others.. popping one by one.. do we hv to wait for someone to pop it for us? do we have to do it ourselves? the biggest question is.. would this bubble pop? *hehehehe.. itu bunyi mcm nak ke andartu* anyways.. to my friends who are planning to get married and getting engaged.. gewd luck to u guys.. u guys noe better of urself.. u wont plan if u r not ready *like moi (`',)v*

woww!! woww!! did i just wrote sumthing bout marriage? yaiikksss!!!