is it??

i said i wanted to continue with the question i had before.. " do we luv sumthing bcuz we have to or do we luv bcuz we just want to ".. well.. i wont say this as a continuous of it though.. but sumthing to do with it laa gak.. the main words there, are 'have' and 'want'.. 2 words with an obvious meaning.. one is with half of self will and the other one is 100% self will.. the first one... i said half will cuz if u were to do it without a lil bit of will.. u might not do it at all.. i mean.. who wants to do sumthing without liking it or at least a lil bit of urge.. u do it bcuz of a reason and u accept it for that matter.. * i gez that is call will or insist*.. how about 'want'? First situation i can see is like.. liking sumthing dats cute.. u just luv 'em.. full stop.. the feelin thats in urself since before you know it.. secondly.. its like liking a tv show or a movie bcuz theres a cute hero or maybe, u like the plot or wutever.. u can explain why u like 'em and the list can go on and on and on.. but can u not luv sumthing that u luv bcuz u just want to? *too complicated? i dunt think so* for myself.. no i dunt think so.. when i luv sumthing.. i would luv it till the end.. even though i might not get it.. its not wrong to like it aite? even though i want to not-luv it.. i cant lie to myself that long.. but in some cases.. u might just teach urself to 'hate' it rather than keep on liking it without no reason.. one might say.. why luv it if u wont get sumthing out of it.. well.. that statement.. in a way... shows that u are actually meditating urself to accept a fact that u just dunt want to accept.. *urghh!! y am i writing this so complicated thing!!* like i said in my previous entry.. one of the blogger said actually.. y bother luvin it.. and the answer was bcuz u just want to.. yes.. bcuz u want to and u cant do anything bout it.. so y not just luvin it and let it be? instead of struggling.. trying hard to forget about it.. ~the problem to the "y not just luvin it" part is.. you tend to put hope towards it.. hoping for sumthing to happen.. u might say "no laaa.. i wont put any hope.." but deep inside.. u said to urself.. miracles do happen.. *y in the first place that 'miracles do happen' exist??* again.. one more human feelin that we as human cannot help to prevent it.. it is just there.. hoping.. but what makes it differ for each people is.. how a person overcome that feelin.. some people can be soo emotionally and mentally involved that they can just go crazy bout it.. some people can be partly emotionally and mentally involved but then.. later on.. they would just live with it.. and some just dont give a damn bout it.. *uuu.. uber rock hearted* .. that is what makes the world so colorful.. a lot of people with a lot of personality, mentality.. how God created variety of people.. the peculiar individuality of each self is a result of the peculiar combination, never the same for two people, of the attitude of others that form the generalized one.. *wow!! never thought i could make that kind of sentence..hehe* i gez i've been mumbling a lot ere.. its better to stop now.. *plus im running out of things to say.. ahahah* i noe im ending this discussion without any conclusion but its too general to make one.. till then.. toodles~~