A day more to the end

3 weeks till fall semester.. My last fall semester as an undergrad college girl.. wow~

I guess it is true that 4 years is not that long.. Think about it collectively, yes it is not that long.. Think about one year, you'll think its too long.. I wonder why... I mean you always hear people say.. "this week seems too long".. or "its only noon and i don't know how much more i can take for the rest of the day!"... at the same time, you always hear people say, "its been 15 years but it seems like it was just yesterday".. or something along that line.. Maybe there are some psychological, sociological or medical explanation to that but that's not my point..

My point is.. i don't have any point.. :D

It's just that to think everything i do now is all prolly the last time i'm going to do in Vandy.. last Merdeka Celebration in vandy.. last august-summer experience.. last summer class.. *unless i fail a class which Na'uzubillah* and this is only a part of it..

See it in a different angle, everyday is prolly the last day of your life.. I mean.. you never know when death will come and summon you.. So, basically, you need to treat everyday of your life as your last one.. Of course.. we as human, won't think of that every day life.. Unless when we want to persuade a friend to go out for a party or just hanging out.. then you'll remind them "C'mon! Life is short, live like you're going to die tomorrow man!" true in a way but so wrong at the same time..

But yeah... Definitely i have my own plan of what to do next after graduation but its so hard and stressful to think everything is still vague and like.. so... enigmatic.. I never thought i could be so stressful like this just to think about your future.. I guess that's it.. Its my future im betting on.. wrong call.. there go my nice shining future..

Daijoubu dayo! gannbatene, sonicku-chan! *hiyarghhh!!!!!!!*
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