Saturday, May 12, 2007

A random letter


Its been awhile you neglected me. It is true people change and i accept that you are not excluded. I am not mad, not at all. But it hurts to see you break down and fall. Crying alone and feel bad about yourself all day long. That is all you do. When u have me.. u're so different.

When with me, you tell me everything. Every single details. After that, you are that person again; smiling all day long, crazy, happy as if nothing is bothering you. You were the one that i envied most. Everyone too. You said you have problems.. studies.. family.. friends.. but you never show them.. and you would just forgive them regardless who's fault and let it be.. That's not something anyone can do to everyone.

What happen to you now though? You've changed. you left what is good for you. You became someone that is totally opposite to what you are. You know but seems like you can't do anything much or is it you just don't want to?

You can. I know the old you. It is still in you but you're suppressing it for what ever reason. Bring it out again. Please do. Show to everyone the old you again. They will definitely be happy for you, as i will definitely. You know where I am. All you have to do is just grab me again.

I know after reading this, you may or may not understand it. If you don't, just remember, I am still here for you. I will stay here waiting for you regardless how long it would take for you to change your mind. But if you understand everything, I am glad and it is time for you to make the first step. Grab me and i'll accompany you forever. A promise from me to you...

Again.. I am always here for you..

With love,
Anis Solihah...


Anonymous Anonymous said...

thanks for this entry, it totally reminds me to all my old good friends - who are always with me through my ups and downs.

may Allah give me strength to move on... pray for me too sister!


Sunday, May 13, 2007 4:21:00 PM  
Blogger *~AnieSoniC~* said...

insyaAllah.. its not only your friends.. but also HIM.. HE is always there for you..

prayers will always be with you.. Amin..

Sunday, May 13, 2007 7:41:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

you're such great buddy..

is he/she change to bad/good or what?
(keep smiling all day..erk!)

Monday, May 14, 2007 9:46:00 AM  
Blogger *~AnieSoniC~* said...

SHE changed into a person she hated most before.. that is all..

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 2:07:00 PM  

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