Thursday, December 31, 2009


Its another year.. ka.....

just another year that taught me things about life.. it has been a really roller coster ride for me.. last year, i hope it was going to be a better year for me.. it has been.. seriously.. i learnt a whole lot of things.. myself.. life.. emotions... my limits.. people.. wahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*jump jump!!*

okeiiii!!! here we go people!! or should I say let me go with my end year speech.. regardless if people read it or not... =D

I want to start things new.. I want to do things i like again.. i want to motivate myself again like I used to... I want to search the me again... I had a lot of people saying i'm a bit different now.. i know and i can't help myself.. but i'll try!!! I want to be the a bit chubby me again!!

yes people! i don't like people telling me i kurus kurus kurus.. mcm tak sehat plak rase... i want to brighten up my smile again... so i need to spend rm200 for monthly facial!!! *kidding....* i want to do exciting stuff again!

and even better.. find someone that can merge his adventure of life with mine.. it can be someone from the past.. it can be someone in the current.. and it can be someone in the future..

just someone i pray to God to have a great year.. someone i pray to God that He will always look after him for better and worst.. to take care of him.. and to present him with equal love he can get till i am in his life..

Until then..
> I hope I could be that someone for him..
> I hope I could excel in my work and do the best, and get appreciation and be someone awesome!
> I hope I could support my family and friends who needs me most and will try my best to help them like I always do..
> I hope to live life to the fullest!!

Happy New 2010 people!!!!

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

mix mix mix

I have never felt this kind of feeling before.. a REALLY mix feeling of the past, present and future...

happy for the past.. happy for the present, and excited about the future.. sad about the past.. sad for the present, and scared about the future.. confiused about the past.. confiused for the present.. foreign of the future..

urghh!! sangat tak suka okei!!!