Wednesday, October 31, 2007

YYYyeeaahhh.... *Stretchinggg*

Yeap.. I had enough.. but that's it.. I'm not going to elaborate... because I know, though I had enough, I could not do anything about it.. I will still think/act/respond to it.. That is just me.. I drag myself to not had enough about it.. *killing myself*

have you ever thought of how humans are the most complicated thing in this whole wide world? Regardless how many years you have been on the planet, you could never say what a person is thinking nor the reason why they act certain way.. Scientist predict and made predictions about them.. Yes, they do that to humans too but those prediction has never stopped suicide cases.. those predictions could never make other people understand each other well either..

The thing is, humans can't predict their own species.. There are too much going on in a man's mind that it became too complicated to predict anything..


I wrote that 2 weeks ago.. Thought of talking about how people can be very different from others, and every time we try to understand someone, we assume he/she would act certain way, but end up the other way around.. or maybe just totally different from what you think...

anyway.. that's not my point writing today.. I just thought updating this blog now would be necessary.. Another month has ended.. 2 more months to another complete year.. Jurai and Nabilah had an idea of taking a picture of anything everyday till graduation day.. I feel like doing so too.. Thought of updating it on my blog.. I would probably do that.. and had already started on my flickr.. haven't done a lot yet.. like i said.. day by day.. :)

Ottei.. i'm bored writing.. Aero essay had taken all my words and I have none to offer know..

Friday, October 19, 2007

Crazy Ideas

Have you ever felt like for once, you want to do the craziest thing in the world? Though some might see it as not as crazy, but who cares? *don't give a damn is also in the equation of doing something crazy* It can just be traveling around the world without worrying about the expenses and doing the traveling from one place to another, non-stop... Or it can be doing all those extreme activities like bungee jumping, skydiving or snowboarding during an avalanche... Or it can be, parteyyyyy allll dayyyy/monthhhhh/yearrrrr longggggg... *notice the almost very long pronunciation* without worrying about anything again..

Some crazy stuff can just be something you really want to do, as simple as, wanting to make $5000 per month by the age of 25 or bringing your family for a BIG family vacation in Maui for a week or two.. It can seem crazy because its said to be impossible?? very hard?? you don't deserve it??

Of course traveling with finite budget is impossible.. Of course snowboarding during an avalanche is super crazy... but grabbing on hold to your dreams that seem to be impossible but not crazy at all.. It is all about you and how badly you want it.. Deep in your heart, your heart wants you to be happy and do what you want.. But when your logic and rational comes in, you tend to stand on the "real life" that you have created..

I don't deserve it because I am not smart..
I am just a normal person. I can't do something different from what I am..
This is real life, and real life is hard that you better of give up for something as hard..
If I do that, what will others think?
*giggling* IMPOSSIBLE!

Those are just some that probably you and I used to say... How do you know you are not smart? Human are created with something they are good at.. God created us for we have something to offer... If you don't want to break that shell of yours, how can you become someone more than just a normal, typical person? Would there even be such thing as someone extraordinary if everyone thinks like that? Why are things that said to be impossible exists anyway? Is it for "typical" people to just ponder on it and wonder how incredible and fabulous if they could achieve it and then snap out of it?

I have tried some things that seem to be hard or even impossible for others.. I have proven to myself it is not true.. I can't prove it to others because you'll think exactly whats written up there.. It is up to you to try and figure that out... You have to make it happen.. you have to have the guts and will to do it.. You have to step up in your life and do what you want.. Of course, there are some to be VERY VERY hard.. but when you want it so bad, you'll be so happy and proud of yourself... You will even think the hardship you went through were just some sweet memories *but probably, don't want to go through it again*

"Live your life up a notch,
regardless what not just others but also,
what you might think of your normal, typical self..."

Wednesday, October 10, 2007


title bugs me... so no title for this entry..

InsyaAllah, Eid is just few days ahead of us and Ramadhan is leaving us.. Hope we had used it to the best and to the benefit of ourselves for the month given..

Another eid in the States.. Alhamdulillah, this time, its on weekend.. meaning I don't have to skip morning class to go Eid prayers!

InsyaAllah, next year, I got to celebrate with my family again! After 4 years... It would definitely be something I would look forward to.. And duit raya!!! yeahh!!! so what if I am 22 years old by then? I need to claim all my past duit raya tau!! :p But, its also a sign I need to give duit raya to my nieces, and nephews.. aiyokkk...~~ to think about it again.. sounds fun! *hehehe* but ONLY for them laaa... others no can't do..

Alhamdulillah jugak.. I already chose my senior project.. It's a biomedical based project.. have something to do with tumor and laser beam.. I don't remember if I wrote something about my research last year but it's almost the same, though, it is totally different.. doesn't make sense..? kinda.. but for some reason, I can see the similarities to it.. So, I'm still going to say it's almost the same thing :p

Oh and I realized that my visitor counter is near to 10000 people... yayy!! though I know, people would probably open my site to go to other sites or something like that... but hey! I don't care! At least I know, my blog has some use..

I wanted to update this blog sooooo much!! I just don't have the time to sit and do something to it.. If only I got someone to do it... that person would be sooooo free to have time to do things for others though.. which I can't find any... yet :p

Oh, and now, i heard a rumor is going round about me.. My til-death-do-us-part friend messaged me and kinda told me about it.. Actually, he asked me if I have anything that yet to be told.. It's just funny how rumors can go round when that thing is totally impossible.. muri!! but its fun to hear 'em.. and will definitely see how bad that rumor turns out *grinning*

Next week will be a killer week.. Yeah so Eid is this weekend insyaAllah.. but doesn't make any difference to the Americans.. like always.. its mid term week.. then its fall break.. Have few plans but have no idea which I'm going to stick with.. Depends on how things go next week.. One thing for sure.. I want to make use of this break and just have fun.. FUN is the importance there.. doesn't matter where but just FUN...

I probably stop before I went on with crappy stuff...

Monday, October 08, 2007

Just a short update...

I really wanna update my blog but there are tons that i want to say.. and since i have another 45 mins before class *but not even showered, nor kemas bag nor... whateva needed for the day*, I would just do a quick recap of what happened to me...

From past week, i've learnt that

- There is no revenge so complete as forgiveness
- Smiling can be very deceiving.. but no harm is done :p
- Feeling guilty can make decrease your immune system.. so STOP feeling guilty, ask for forgiveness, and live happily~ *dunnoe if that would work even for me*


Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Sudden rush of missing someone

Was looking at some pictures.. Summer pictures to be specific.. The title says everything... Sudden rush of missing some peeps.. but one I miss most... She kinda made me felt like.. I know i have someone in Vandy i can have fun with.. And I always have pun... Lots of memories with her... :)

Tuesday, October 02, 2007


I was reading Cosmo when i came through this fact

A greater number of moles actually may be a sign that your cells age more slowly. In fact, researchers found that women with the most moles had the equivalent of six to seven years less cell aging that those with the fewest

I then gooogle-d to see if this is actually true or at least an explanation to it.. Surprisingly, I found more about humans that just fascinate me... Here are some

1 - Thinking about you muscles can make you stronger
*I so think of my muscles everyday from now on*
2 - Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair
*anyone know how to test zinc and copper??*
3 - We are about 1 cm taller in the morning than in the evening. Layers cartilage in the joints gets compressed during the day
*I wonder what happened if you have extra bounce when you're walking? :p *
4 - If you ate too many carrots you would turn orange
*I've heard this and i thought it was a joke*
5 - The colder the room sleep in, the better the chances are that you'll have a bad dream
*True? dunnoe~*
6 - After eating too much, your hearing is less sharp
*pekak terus laa camtuh`*
7 - Women's hair is about half the diameter of men's hair
*Smooth hair for men just... eerie~ :P or maybe he just know how to take care of himself.. which one?*

These are just some of the things i thought nice to share.. google 'em and you'll find things you can make people smile or make faces out of 'em :)

oh and I knew this ages ago.. but never had the chance to have it on my blog and share it.. Usually, its in magazines..

Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh?

So yeah... and another one.. It's kinda.. yucks!! but its fun to play with it.. *ngahahaha* Its how the heart functions...