Panic attack!!

sudden panic attack!!
doushiyoooo??

I'm done!!

Though i'm left with one more final,

I'm done!!!!!!!!

Definitely one of my best...

Rites of Spring was generally sweet...~ Though I didn't get to watch Feist that close, it was still the greatest considering I am a fan of hers.. Colbie Caillat is HOT!!! she's definitely my definition of hot.. and the drummer too :p

shall we start from Friday?

Friday was raining.. not that heavy but it did make some people skipped their Friday Rites.. I don't have an umbrella but i did tumpang under Jurai's or Myn's.. but since it's kinda, uncomfortable.. I decided to play in the rain.. It's been awhile and I did have fun =D

Well, Cupid... He's so fun!! He's for me a very goof performer, just because he interacts with us.. He has some sense of humor, and the songs were awesome.. Obviously he sang Cupid shuffle and all of us can't stop ourselves from dancing to his singing.. Thanks to tinikling, I know the steps to Cupid Shuffle :)


Next was Colbie Caillat.. Like I said, she's so hot!! though some say she's.. a bit chubby.plump, i still think she's so hot!! And yeah, the drummer's hot too!! :p She did a good job singing live and she gave a great performance.. some say, she gave a very warm vibe that made people love her.. charm i could say.. probably.. she was kinda humble by sight.. oh oh!! obviously it was raining while she's performing.. the rain and the wind made her look more gorgeous and pretty!! loved it!! *can i be that hot??? pleaseeeeee!!!!* (o^.^o)

We didn't stay for Spoon, though people said it was the best of the night.. just because, i'm tired and cold at the same time.. I'm definitely.totally soaked by then..


The next day, it was kinda cold during the day but thank god it wasn't raining.. i don't feel like getting soak again.. we went there at 2215 because Feist starts at 2245.. but we had to line up for 45 minutes!!! how crazy is that?? it would have been faster if those drunk.wanna-get-drunk people lined up in the BYOB line.. it was only 10 minutes, after they're out of the line.. *sheessh!!* by then, Feist sang a whole lot of her good songs.. of course i still got to listen from the line but obviously I want to take her picture up front..Thanks to Cammoe, he snapped some nice pictures of her... But again, she sang so good!!! Even the sea lion song sounds great live.. FYI: I hate that sea lion song just because i think it's annoying..

That night, the main attraction was Lil Jon.. am not a fan of him.. but since we're only there for 20-30 minutes of Feist.. we probably want to stay there a bit and just watch Lil Jon... When he came out, people started to get wild and crunk-ed up.. I didn't know it was a public event too, so you can see high schoolers and some random adults :p.. They were so rude!! they smoked in the crowd, they even smoked weed in the crowd!! I was so surprised felt sick immediately..


Lil Jon's songs were a bit.. heavy for me.. It is crunk.hiphop style anyways.. but very club-ish songs.. so people started to jump, hands in the air.. getting drunk... it was crazy.. wasn't the best for me though.. But again, he was.. nice.sweet.good person in a way.. just because, he had fun entertaining us and performed more than he should.. Even he was cut by his manager.teammates *whateva they call themselves* he was kinda sad, from his face and body language but he needs to listen to his people i guess..

All in all, it was a great experience.. though there were some incidents that i would not want to see.experience.be apart of, it was still nice..


Then, yesterday *sunday*, my Mctyiere friends invited me for dinner.. it should have been a potluck but it was kinda last minute, so I didn't get to prepare anything... There were Indian food, and also tomyam and fried crab, courtesy of Aasritha and Zuljoe.. of course, Emily and Drey baked cookies and Ritsuko made salad..I don't remember what Christie did but its fine.. :) yeah, i basically came, sat and dig in :p The food were delicious!! It's been awhile since i last hanged out with them and it just added to my wonderful weekend.. I had backache for the whole day, and Emily did a good job massaging.. It was sooo good that I could sleep right there and then.. then, after dinner, Zuljoe and Aasritha have their own surprise event.. They brought in a cake, and switched off the lights, leaving on the "romantic" lights on.. They planned on a super early birthday surprise for me.. How sweet is that???? It was definitely a shock.. I mean, I don't usually get surprises that often and this was definitely one I will remember forever!! They also fed me the cake, indian style.. At least, that's what Aasritha said.. So, i had to take 6 bites of cake, and I was sooo full by then!!

I just love 'em so much.. Definitely will miss them big time!!!

after shock surprise

I wasn't that composed for few days just because of the shock, the stress and all that might contribute to my ego and self-confidence.. *whatever that means* i was hoping to get a really good weekend, and just get a real sweet time composing myself.. yet, my composing days so to say came earlier than i thought..

I've been postponing my dinner with Noel, Syaf and Zuljoe for awhile now.. though i have a final on Thursday, I couldn't turn them down again.. So we went to Kobe Restaurant.. a hibachi-style cooking restaurant.. basically its the hot plate kinda cooking..


The food was... okeihh~~ but heck its one expensive food!! but to think about it again, the price includes shrimp appetizer, green tea, salad, soup, rice/fried rice, entree, sorbet/ice cream... it was something..

we *syaf, zuljoe and i* were late but noel reserved and already waiting for us there at 8pm.. though there's no line or anything like that during the weekdays :) i was surprised by a graduation gift from Noel.. I didn't expect he's going to get me anything.. Just because.. he doesn't have to.. And he even treated me for the dinner we had.. I felt so happy and touched i guess.. And I was happy with the gift and card too.. It really helped me..


It was a frame with our pictures during spring break.. we had fun.. yeap.. we did..

Though I'm not sure if Noel reads this, but i just have to say this..

Thank you Noel!!!! \(o'-'o)/

Next rejuvenating thing happened to me.. Its Rites of Spring weekend!! oh yeah!! basically, there's bunch of good, great and awesome singers performing.. and this year.. *I shall only list the awesome singers ;p* Cupid, Colbie Caillat, Feist and Lil Jon.. BUT!! I'm not writing about it yet.. later..

For now.. the best surprise ever...

A news from him!! *weeeeeee!!!*

shock of the day..

Woke up today and everything seems hard.. It was hard to wake up and go to class.. it was hard to concentrate in class.. it was hard to walk.. and i was sooo malas today.. and then, came the shock of the day.. he's leaving for work in Thailand.. 1week? nope.. 2 weeks? nope...

3 months...

i don't mind at all.. i mean, he's still half way around the world but it was.. like i said.. a shock.. he only told me few hours before going.. he himself knew only that evening.. it took me sometime to absorb the fact that, i still can't see him once i'm back in malaysia..

oh well..

it's for his own good.. this is his first job as a NDT *non destructive testing* technician.. google it if you want to know more :p and a good start for him to start his career as one.. good for him.. Alhamdulillah..

hehehe.. this entry doesn't seem like my usual entry.. i think.. but i just feel like sharing.. sorry if you don't feel like sharing this with me... (o'.'o)v

other than that.. design day is next week.. finals around the corner.. then..

graduation.. *woww..*

can't wait.. im ready for all this to be over with.. done with.. adios.. :p of course, i still have GRE to think about *which i don't even care to think of yet*, work to look for.. and some other personal stuff that need to be done.. true the study weight if off the shoulder, but there are more responsibilities to think of... you might knew it already or you will one day... (o'-'o)

tired

i'm tired.. i want to sleep.. but i can't... its not bcz of the coffee i am drinking.. definitely not.. but i just don't want to take an evening nap :p

i want to eat.. but i am too tired to cook.. kitchen also looks empty.. maybe i should go to walmart and buy some stuff.. can someone bring me there? cuz i'm too lazy to drive.. too lazy that some forgot i could drive :p

i want to do my work.. its half done.. i just need another half to get it done.. but procrastination comes and decided to keep me company for awhile.. and i just can't say no to it :p

i wanna talk to someone.. but buying calling card is such a hassle to me and calling someone around me... aaa... no one seems interesting for me to talk to.. waahh!! sangat blunt~! :p

otak saya serabut laaa!!!! camne????

i know.. i need sun... i need sun to make me smile again and know its going to be a great day again.. i want my old friends to comfort me like they always do.. im just waiting for myself to either erupt or would just melt in.. i'm not looking forward for both to happen.. i want to do something fun..

Let's do something fun!!!! wait... *pffftt!!!* its already weekend for me!!!! yayy!!!

how can i forget that fact??? *melompat2 smpi penat..*

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Writing with the first sunlight shone on my face.... adeyhh.. pedih mate.. *tutup blind..tutup blind...*

It's still the best view of the day (o,"o)

Just like Jurai said in her latest blog, everyone's started to write about something happy again.. heh.. actually, i didn't know at all about this emo.mad.controversial entries people been writing.. seems like i've read about it but never actually checked on the comments.. oh well, good that people are happy again.. cuz its SPRING!!!

spring should be about happiness and bubbliness.. just like the sun shining on my face now..*blind nih tak jalan laa.. ade gap jugakk*.. though you'll squint to it, but you can't hide the happiness in you by smiling while squinting.. (o~.~o)

entry mengarut di pagi hari..

graduating in 36 days and yeah... I'm starting to feel sadder and sadder everyday.. as much as I know, insyaAllah, i'll be back.. anything can happen.. plus, I won't have my friends with me.. it would definitely give a different environment.. oh well, that's another chapter of my life to experience..

i'm planning to make this last month a great experience and no drama.. yeah.. i have my own drama in life.. i hate myself for being emo sometimes... but i can't help myself when you have tonnes of work to be done.. *of course, i procrastinate jugakk :p* and the slightest lame joke will make things worst.. i'll go "what theee... ntah pape.. buat aa lawak best sket.. nih buat lawak buat lagi tensen jerrr" or so i say in my head.. that's when i'll make faces and would just walk away.. *hahaha* gosh, can't believe i'm writing this for the public to read :p

i'm starting to feel i'm a lame writer.. i've always been.. i'm not good at story telling though i've won story telling competitions *but itu mase im what.. 6,7 years old?? plus, ade significant ke? :p* i'm not a joker cuz im a serious and logic person.. * i wish :p* well, most of the time that is.. i'm not any kind of entertainer.. but at the same time, i'm not that VERY serious cuz i'm also not good with factual.uptodate.inspiring writing either... that left me with.. a LAME writer..

oh sangat pathetic..

yeah i've thought of quitting.. but i enjoy blabbering random stuff.. very random? im not sure.. probably a bit..

*sparks in my head*

hey, why aren't people writing in my tag board?? i am so going to take it out if no one is writing on it anymore.. such a waste man!! *buat2 emo :p*